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Lore70 .

 

 

28/12/2005 21:56 or 9:11

 

This is Lore70

 

Dear Lore

 

 

I think that maybe what I do want to know is where in the Universe is negative infinity situated?

 

The other night a being, which only reflected a head and a right hand with the palm to the top, revealed itself to me.  She was wearing a “kappie” and then she revealed her face which was part woman and part “cat like”.  And she told me that she is eternity.  And I cried because I felt so sorry for her because she can never die – as the mere fact that she is infinitively (eternity), causes her to live/exist forever.  But then she showed me that she has a hand and from the palm of this hand come – like in a beam, a source of life.  How many times life came and was created and in how many different ways I have not been told, but then it seems there is the dimension from where she was created and I was told that that is the place I have been to in hospital.  And the more I think about it the more it makes sense that it could have been the Oneness or heaven, as when I returned back from that state of awareness which some people has said to me was a near death experience, I thought I died and was then/now in hell.  But the reason I thought this was hell was because I misunderstood what happened in the medical ward – as it was actually a miracle performed to have a movie on the tv of someone getting shot and the bullet going slowly in all kinds of directions in this guy’s body.  Then the nurse changed the channel and suddenly there were these people having a philosophical debate about God.  This stirred as I knew my mother wanted to keep me from philosophy as she thought it was an illness – though for some part of my life that is all I wanted to be – a philosopher.  And especially in the direction of the question of God.  And then the nurse came to change the channel again and on the tv was my dog – or a dog that looks exactly like my dog.  And I thought I was going crazy, mean while, it was a miracle trying to tell me something. 

And the weird thing is, since University, my passion was philosophy – which I put aside because my mother thought my thoughts about philosophy was an illness and made me ill.  And it seems that is what I enjoy most now, the “logic” my head and I are doing.  And is my dog important?  Very, as in symbolism my dog plays a huge part

 

LOVE

Renee

28/12/2005 22:20 but my cell is 11mins behind so time actually 22:31 or in another form 22:22  

 

 

 

29/12/2005 20:41

 

Dear Lor

 

This letter I deleted as it contained words that is part of the old systems.  Seems around the globe we are struggling with those systems that are still having an effect on us.  In my own little way I do not want to give way for those systems to have an effect on me anymore.  I do not want to get caught up in words which are the fuse for those systems and what they cause.

 

LOVE

Renee

29/12/2005 20:55